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Stupid Kid

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1.
Memes 02:23
I’ve been smoking weed in the basement all by myself again Smoked myself retarded Smoked myself simple Until I can’t feel a thing anymore I’m going to wait it out If I keep having days like this I should probably go out but I can’t deal with it Cause Black Mirror really fucked me up again What if this whole life is a simulation? I’m going to wait it out Me and my girlfriend had a fight again She wants to get married and start having kids But I haven’t even seen the ocean yet And I’m not even sure I like her All my life I’ve been sitting on fences Spectating life isn’t what I expected I’m too self-absorbed to ever change anything But I’m too self-aware to ever tell anyone How I’m feeling It’s getting harder to believe in heaven When I’m always surrounded by shit I hope Jesus has a sense of humor Cause it’s the only way we’ll ever get in
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Holes 01:59
I stood in the woods all week To try to hear the flowers speak They didn't say anything They didn't say anything at all Listened to the pastors preach But they just scare the hell out of me And leave me full of holes I tried listening to celebrities But they just fuck and go to sleep And leave me full of holes I'm always looking for the words To express myself, but I wreck myself Cause I want to know everything I want to feel everything I want to know everything cause I want to know What makes the birds fly? What makes them trust you? What makes them soar high? Do they even know what they're into? WHAT AM I EVEN TALKING ABOUT? WHAT AM I EVEN TALKING ABOUT? I want to know...
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Stupid Kid 01:53
I’m just a stupid kid Dreams to wide, mouth to big Struggle just to let it out In repose, the motion goes Take a moment to focus on breathing You should know the secret’s out Everything in life is fleeting Irrelevant how loud we shout Everything in life is fleeting Starting over you can be yourself again YOU CAN BE YOURSELF AGAIN Starting over this is where I am today Starting over I am not the same today Starting over I will not repeat mistakes Starting over you can be yourself again Off the beaten path I’m seeing Hope renewed but I’m still needing Something I can put my fingers on Don’t want to do it alone So I’m out back in the garden waiting Planting seeds to harvest is season For now I’ll just protect them from the birds
4.
On my way to work I think I saw a ghost But the rear view always looks like that Around and around again It always ends as it begins On my way home this might be the reckoning I could take a few more left turns Be miles away before the panic takes me I could drive all night in the pouring rain before the panic sets in I heard that same fucking song again They play it over and over on the radio I try to sing along But I always turn it off Trying my best to stay gold I've been trying To Remember what it's like to be a kid I’m getting older It’s harder every day to see the best in everything To remember what it's like to be a kid
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Deadbeat 02:15
It doesn’t matter how hard I try There’s a part of me that can never be happy I forced smiles with my fingers in the mirror but they say That just makes me crazy When I’m all alone I like to scream To remind myself I’m a human being I never got any answers Lord knows how hard I tried I’m a deadbeat kid from the deadbeat side of a deadbeat kind of town I never say out loud what I want to Because I’m a nice little boy I dress up for people who hate me I play nice in other people’s yards I never got any answers Lord knows how hard I tried I’m a deadbeat kid from the deadbeat side of a deadbeat kind of town Headlights all night we never sleep in this town They all glow bright from the undertow Manufactured consent in this modern world We’re not bound by chains we submit to them If there’s hope left here it bears weight on your soul Before the night winds down you must commit As the rooster crows for daybreak, we must bind ourselves to love
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Snowflakes Falling like rain drops Destroying the harvest Sewing the wrong crops Makes a hard pill to swallow Safe space In the belly of the deep state We've stolen the harvest In a room full of panic Makes a hard act to follow I'm gonna bet your friends don't know How lonely it gets when you go home What you take off when you're alone When it all peels off you still don't know yourself I'm afraid you'll never learn anything If you keep hiding from yourself There's a part of me That doesn't want to like you It’s that part of me That hates everything about you Like the stupid cloths that everyone wears You cut your hair like everyone else does You care about the brand and label I just think that's so fucking stupid I just think that's so fucking stupid Go your own way Be your own person Be your own person Go your own way
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It’s always up hill Never going anywhere always stuck here Like nobody really cares The man on the TV is saying the oceans are rising Gonna swallow us up He just sits there smiling Nothing but down hill When the freaks take over the castle I think we're stuck here While the mob is flooding the moat Cause the man on the radio says it’s the end of the world As he sits there smiling I don't believe it I just conceive it When the well runs dry everybody dies When the well runs dry everybody goes thirsty It's but a matter of time the chickens come home to roost In the blink of an eye The thief Will come quiet in the night Count your blessings like it's all you got Live in the moment and be who you are Be righteous be dirty be quiet be seen Be all at once the things you believe Or just sit by And watch the world be taken from under you I don't believe it I just conceive it When the well runs dry everybody dies When the well runs dry everybody goes thirsty Be righteous be dirty be quiet be seen Be all at once the things you believe Count your blessings like it's all you got Live in the moment and be who you are The chickens have come home to roost

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released May 26, 2017

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